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Thara Wen
The planet Theroc was a paradise: skyscraper-high trees with golden scaled bark and immense interlocking fronds, thick underbrush, beautiful flowers, countless varieties of delicious fruits and vegetables. Many of the gorgeous moths and jewel-toned beetles were edible and savory. With such natural bounty, Theroc provided everything the colonists from the generation ship Caillié could possibly want. The people had been delighted to make their home there for the past five years.
Thara Wen ran through the underbrush tearing branches aside, crashing through the leaves. She screamed, but no one could hear her.
Thara tripped among the weeds, clawed her way through the branches, dodged around the bole of a huge tree, and stopped for a moment to catch her breath. She clutched her long, ebony hair, which was now tangled with leaves and the fluff of seeds. A small condorfly droned past her face, attracted by the beads of perspiration running down her forehead. It hovered there, staring at her with multifaceted eyes, then thrummed away.
Shaking with terror, Thara caught her balance against the tree trunk, heaved huge breaths, and then kept running. She longed to hide, but she needed to keep running. She raced deeper into the untracked forest.
And he kept following.
Thara wore only a simple shift over her thin body; she had no weapon, though if she had stopped to think about it, she might have found a sharp stick and tried to defend herself. She couldn’t take the time. Each second allowed Sam Roper to get closer.
He was strong and bloodthirsty, and she didn’t think she could fight him, didn’t want to fight him. He had chased her far from the colony village now, and Thara had no hope that someone would hear and rescue her—she was on her own. His loud voice, sharp as an axe, cut through the thick forest. “Thara Wen, come here, if you know what’s good for you, girl!”
Roper had short brown hair, broad shoulders, and eyes that never met another’s directly—the sort of person who was always there, but never noticed … the sort of person who had far too many secrets. “What are you worried about?” he shouted into the trees. “I won’t hurt you.” He paused for an edgy second, then added, “I promise.”
He had caught Thara on the outskirts of the village, grabbed her by the arm, pulled her into the trees, but she scratched his face, got away, then took off into the impenetrable Theron wilderness—the wrong direction. She was only fourteen and wasn’t sure exactly what Sam Roper wanted from her; at the moment, it wasn’t important. She could make guesses, but did not want to find out if any of them were correct. All she knew for certain was that her instincts told her to run.
She burst through a thick barricade of shrubs, barely feeling the thorns cut her bare thighs and arms. In an open meadow, she came upon one of the weed-overgrown cargo-box shuttles that had been dropped down from the Caillié years before. The thick jungle had swiftly reclaimed its territory, and by now vines had crawled up its sides; rust and moss covered the outer plates. No one could fly the craft anymore; the engines had deteriorated due to neglect, but the cargo box’s hatch was partly open, and the dim interior had become a place for small creatures to make their nests.
Thara ducked inside, desperate for a sheltered place to hide. Armored insects as long as her forearm scuttled out in panic as she pushed her way in, knocking aside blown leaves and forest detritus. Avoiding the shaft of sunlight, she huddled against the hatch.
In the distance, she could hear Sam Roper still calling her, still taunting her. The man didn’t expect her to respond; he was just doing this to frighten her—and he succeeded. She covered her mouth and her nose to muffle her loud breathing. She drew her knees up to her chin and shrank farther into the shadows, willing him to go away.
“Nobody out here to help you, you know,” he called. “We’re too far from the village.”
She froze inside the dim, stifling cargo box, forcing herself to stay as still as she could, but she trembled uncontrollably.
Earlier that day, Thara had groused about the tedious chore of climbing trees to harvest the succulent shelf mushrooms high in the upper fronds. Now she wished she were back there with her friends, her family.
Something told her Sam Roper never intended to let her go back.
“Ah, I see you found a private place for us!” He was outside in the meadow.
Suddenly, Thara realized she was trapped. This landed cargo box was not a fortress, but a cage. She heard Roper coming closer, saw his shadow block the light from the main hatch. If he caught her in here …
She found the secondary hatch in the roof, hoping the hydraulics still worked. She activated it, and with a reluctant hiss and scrape, the hatch cracked open and tore the tenacious vines aside. She reached up, caught the opening, and scrambled up onto the top of the cargo box as Roper yelled at her. Thara caught only a glimpse of him before she dropped down the opposite side, out of the old craft, and ran deeper into the trees—the giant, powerful trees.
The forests on Theroc were vast, dense … mysterious. In their five years there, the Caillié colonists had explored only a small fraction of the surrounding areas. The continents were covered with lofty “worldtrees,” a majestic, living network. As a young girl, Thara had always sensed something peculiar about the trees, something powerful, slumbering … not quite awake.
The forest grew darker, thicker, but right now, the man hunting her was far more sinister than this wilderness. As she left the cargo box behind, he burst after her with renewed energy, thrashing his way through the underbrush.
When she got far enough ahead of him, Thara climbed in among the upthrust roots of the trees, working her way through drooping fronds and dangling vines as thick as her arm. She knew she couldn’t outrun him in the long run; she had to get to a place where he would never find her.
The thicket was impossibly dense, but somehow the branches moved aside, as if granting her permission to slip deeper into their embrace. Rustling vegetation masked the sound of her movements, and Thara worked her way into the labyrinth of roots and interlocked branches. Hidden behind a barricade of shadows, she crouched in the mulchy murk surrounded by root tendrils and a soft blanket of fallen leaves.
Through a tiny slit of sunlight, she watched a shadow move through a shaft of sunlight outside. A human figure: Roper. She saw his disheveled brown hair, his shining eyes.
The knife he held in his hand.
She bit her lip, and she wished she could keep her heart from pounding. Thara had to stay absolutely silent, and the forest helped her.
Roper stopped, looked around, and even stared directly at the thicket, but he didn’t see her. After a long pause, he trudged onward, calling her name in a singsong taunt.
When he was finally gone from sight, Thara realized she had forgotten to breathe, and she sucked in a huge gasp. Tears poured down her face. Her entire body shuddered. She held onto the branches and roots around her and fought back the sobs, feeling safe at last.
Just then one of the roots wrapped itself around her ankle.
At first, she thought she was imagining it, but another branch seized her arm. The fronds moved like tentacles, curling around her waist, her neck; one curled across her mouth so she couldn’t scream.
Thara fought against them, but the branches folded around her body like praying hands. One vine blocked her eyes. Thara couldn’t see anything, couldn’t breathe, couldn’t scream.
The mysterious forest enfolded her, bound her in its impenetrable mesh. She shouted in wordless terror, but the wild cry came out only inside her mind—
To be replaced by a flood of images, cascading thoughts so strange that she couldn’t comprehend them: Fragments from her own past, from the people of the Caillié, as well as ancient echoes of what had happened on this planet down through the ages.
The trees! The explosion of visions was coming from the trees! Worldtrees! The very ideas—never experienced by any human—seemed too intense to bear. The memory avalanche threatened to sweep her tiny identity away, yet deep inside Thara realized she was touching a sentience as vast as the forest that covered an entire planet.
What is happening to me?
Flashing through her mind, Thara saw forest animals, insects, human babies, thunderstorms, blossoming flowers, sunsets, shooting stars, a fall of rain, a giant and ancient tree toppling to the ground at the end of an immeasurably long life … Sam Roper’s knife … someone screaming. Someone else.
She was drowning in all the input. Her mind couldn’t absorb any more, yet the kaleidoscope of images continued as if the insistent forest were trying to share everything at once. It was too much!
Suddenly Thara understood that all those images didn’t have to be stored in her mind. Every experience, every sight, every thought, every moment of history was stored in the trees themselves, an interconnected encyclopedia of knowledge that had been gathered over countless millennia. The five years of experiences since human colonists had settled on Theroc were just the tiniest fraction of that incredible database.
Though still overwhelmed, Thara Wen was no longer frightened. She did not struggle against what was happening. Once she accepted it, the worldforest seemed to understand. The trees themselves granted her a benediction, then permission.
The branches and roots unwound from her body. They re-leased her ankles, her neck, her eyes. She found she could move her arms now, and she sat up, blinking her eyes. The branches parted to set her free. She could walk away now, unhindered from the thicket where she had hidden.
Thara realized from the color of the sky that it was now dawn. She had no idea how long she had been in the thicket embraced by the memories of the worldforest … kept safe.
“The worldforest,” she whispered. What did it do to me?
She reached up to run her fingers through her hair, and clumps of it came out in her grasp. Long, raven tendrils fell from her scalp and drifted down to the forest floor.
What did the worldforest do to me?
Gazing upward, she no longer saw just the scenery, the trees, or the underbrush—but the complete gestalt of the forest. And she saw much more.
It was all interconnected.
She brushed one hand over her head and face and realized that all of her hair had fallen out, including her eyebrows and eyelashes, leaving her bald, her skin smooth. And when Thara looked at her hands, she saw that the tanned skin was now a rich emerald green, as if all her cells had been impregnated with chlorophyll. She was smooth and green and strong.
She walked through the dark trees, heading back toward the colony village, no longer the least bit afraid of Sam Roper.
She understood the gigantic trees now. “The worldforest and I are part of each other,” she murmured. “Forever.”